Tonight I went to an abundance circle. The concept of an abundance circle is really a great one, it is easier to create abundance in the company of others who are also creating abundance. My focus of abundance is towards our new housing situation, it has become increasing apparent that a housing situation that meets all our needs and is lovely will be a true gift straight from the supreme abundance creator of all. I want to be clear about this I have faith that the perfect house is there and will come to us when the time is just right; the current issue I am having is more related to the timeline that seems to be in the works with our current housing situation as well as other factors of the move. I went down to Moab to visit with family and it was very lovely and really a blessed time for me because of all the stress that is currently piling on due to our housing crunch. I felt like it was the calm before the storm. The storm of coming home to stressed out husband and stressed out environment around the housing of this area. I don't know about you but stress makes me a little crazy and grouchy, which with my husband already being a little *persnickity* we are a real fine combo. So tonight I went to this prosperity circle thinking that I would get some great answers on what direction I need to go in to find this perfect place to live and what I got was a much different response of settle. Someone in the circle pointed out to me that there was three different directions that i spoke of around the idea of settling. This was very thoughtful and helpful for her to point out, the directions from my perspective are 1- settle where you are 2- settle down and wait and 3- settle for something that is not ideal. These are really where we are at in our search at the moment. Alex and I have both spent so much emotional and physical energy looking for just the perfect place to live that we are physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausted and we really do need to settle down... It was like the perfect outside perspective we need to calm down in order to get the divine direction that we need in order to allow our perfect place to come into our lives. Adrienne Elise, the organizer extraordinaire of this empowerment circle, stated that in order to prepare ourselves for abundance the goal is to live from a state of already having the abundance then the abundance will come. Its almost like the axiom fake it till you make it. I am going to attempt this and see how it goes. An incredible amount of emotional energy has been spent in this house hunt and house preparation that I now feel like settling is a good idea in the sense of calming down and openning myself up for the perfect place instead of closing down and searching out. What situations have you been in where you have needed to take a step back and take a deep breath for the abundance to come?
Abundance is such an interesting word to me, I have felt for all of my life that my abundance was in the love and caring of an amazing family. My family on both sides, my moms and dads, are truly amazing, the most loving and caring people I have ever met. I always feel like I am so blessed to have such a wonderful family that poverty or lack of money never really bothered me, it seemed like a backburner idea because the love I felt was so much. Tonight during the prosperity circle I felt an abundance of love that I know comes from the love I have felt for my life from my family and this is a true blessing. I know that not everyone feels this way or even has an awesome family like I do. This is the second empowerment/abundance circle that I have been at where I have felt such an overwhelming feeling of love and pure joy. I do not know how to explain it other than its feels so good like my chest will burst with all the love I feel. I have always believed that we can go to the highest peaks from within ourselves and this is really all the proof I need that this is the reality.
As I sign off I want to encourage you to think about what you have in abundance in your life and what you would like to create abundance in your life. My creation right now is to settle down and see the abundance and prosperity I have already in my life. It is there and I need to enjoy it...
